Dreams

Bare with me as I have several dreams I NEED to share that have happened intermittently over the last couple of years. I can't explain why I feel I need to post them - it's only for me not anyone else, except maybe Hud who I really hope reads my blogs lol :) But I can't help but think somehow Hud has something to do with instigating my dreams - so vivid, so real, so powerful.

DREAM 1: I’m walking down a hall to an elevator with no shirt on – just shorts. I get on the elevator thinking I’m going up (I think to my room), but panic as I realize I’m accidentally heading down to the lobby. I bend over and cross my arms across my chest covering as much as I can - hoping no one will notice I don’t have a shirt on. A man gets on the elevator and of course stares at me - but we get to the lobby, go different directions, and I am distracted as I start to realize it looks like a Marriott lobby I’ve been in before. I decide I don’t care who sees me so I stand up and walk through the lobby towards the glass back door that leads to the pool. When I walk out the pool is on my right but I keep walking straight until I’m on the far side of the pool and start to climb really steep stadium like stairs to get to the level above the pool. I’m on the far left edge of the stairs and teeter a bit, it’s a really far drop to the ground below, so I grab on to a rope that's on my right side and then hop over to the other side of the rope so that I’m not on the edge of the stairs anymore. When I get to the top I’m sitting on the floor of a large sun deck by a bigger pool, my legs sticking straight out (not criss-cross like I would normally sit), and Hud, maybe 10 or 11, is pressed up really close beside me sitting on my right side, and his legs are straight out as well. I’m holding his left hand really tight and I say something thinking he can’t hear me or feel me, but when I ask him if he can hear me he nods his head yes. And I say – and you can feel me holding your hand, too? He nods his head yes again. I start sobbing hysterically and yell out really loud – OH HUD, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I didn’t think you could hear or feel me! I wake up at this point – still crying and still trying to choke out the last sentence.